We now have approximately 5/6 follicles in the running..with a few more lagging behind. This is fairly shocking news for me – this is the same kind of response I have gotten on max stims. There is a theory out there (Dr. Schoolcraft in case you are wondering) that says more medication makes poor egg quality in older women. I am doing this IUI instead of an IVF to determine how my body would respond on fewer med dosages and so far we are seeing that perhaps I don’t need all that extra medication..and maybe even the high dosages have been hurting my eggs. I don’t have a great deal of faith in my husband’s sperm, however so this was always going to be an experiment. However! His sperm quality has dramatically improved (to the point where he is now considered a normal, fertile male rather than sub fertile). He has huge volume, motility and 14% normal forms (up from 5% a few years ago). Poor C will look forward to the day when he is allowed to sit in a bath again.
Looks like I am triggering on Saturday night…
I tried to vote today in Georgia but the line was about five hours long…and so I will wake at the crack of dawn on Tuesday and cast my vote for the only candidate in my lifetime that could inspire such action.
Up very soon – IVF #4, 5 and 6…..
So…I’ve now interviewed all three of the major reproductive endocrinology clinics in Atlanta (except one whose stats are sub par).
Clinic A is my current RE in Atlanta. I like my doctor and I like the staff…but the rate of fertilization of our eggs with ICSI scares me. This could be the fault of the doctor for letting my eggs grow too large, or it could be that my eggs are bad quality or it could be that the lab is bad. A friend of mine recently cycled there and had 50% fertilization. So it isn’t just me. This is a concern.
Clinic B seems a little disheveled. The doctor listened to me, she was nice but I definitely led the conversation – recommended which drugs and she largely agreed with me. I don’t know about you – but I am not a doctor. I know a hell of a lot about this process and certainly how my body responds to certain meds but…I’m looking for someone to lead me – not follow my lead. They do, however, have one of the pioneers of ICSI as their head of embryology so if fertilization is my aim…this is a serious consideration.
Clinic C was warm and fuzzy – brand new offices looked more like I was walking into Goldman Sachs than a fertility clinic. The doctor, also a female, was such a nice, caring person. The clinic’s pregnancy rates for my age are around 40% a cycle which is quite high – but she puts my chances around 25-30% based on my recent failures. She recommends that I try two more cycles with my own eggs and then go on to donor egg…which was a little shocking, to be honest. Donor egg chat already!
So I have decisions to make and I am completely torn for many different reasons.
My current cycle is looking OK – actually I’m please that there are 3 follicles with about 2 or 3 lagging behind. I’m going to trigger tomorrow night (inject the HCG) and C’s sperm will injected into my uterus on Sunday and on Monday. I have already scheduled the surgery for removal of the polyp in my uterus for late November…so that might tell you what I am thinking about this cycle. If it worked, well, it would be great but I just seriously don’t think it will.
I’m giving it my best shot!